Maybe I Should Cry???

After several things dat i had through these few days

there is one feeling dat i feel at most of the moment

~sad~

Why do I feel sad?

Am I was born and fated to be sad at most of the moment?

Is that fair for me?

I said sorry but still mad at me

I'm saying softly but still been scolded

I do my best but still blame on me

I made u happy but u don't thank me

I am sad but u never ask

I am mad but u never ask

I am hurt but u never ask

I am suffocate but u never ask

Until I dropped my smiles

Until I dropped my happiness

Until I dropped my joy

Until I drown in my own tears

Then only U ask me

U want me to tell u

U want to lend ur ears for me

why did u ask now?

why don't u ask on the moment i'm gonna to die?

Should I cry becoz of u?

I always do that!

Should I sad becoz of u?

I always do that!

Should I shout out loud becoz of u?

I ALWAYS DO THATTTTTT!!!!!

Just leave me alone

I am too much disappointed with u

I know that I never perfect in front of u

But at least, please...

accept me who am I...

Becoz I accept who are u..

no matter how good or bad u are..

no matter how peoples talks about u...