hope it's getting better

few days ago, i cried every night.

i can't even know i've been cried for how many days.

but i stay. keep my self content.

few hours ago, i cried so hardly.

i let out all of my feelings.

i don't wanna be here.

but then, i slept

and wish,

that i won't wake up to face the same thing again.

few minutes ago, i feel something

i feel i wanna run away from here.

to nowhere.

anywhere is better than here.

but then, i calm myself,

sit down,

do what i like,

view my facebook

watch on cartoons,

read a note and...

i'm fine.

i told myself

"it's okay to lose something. u must move on."

am i okay?

i hope so.